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Journal Entry: Thu Aug 28, 2008, 6:03 AM
и аз бях тагната.ето от кой.

:icondemonicxxgirl:

а сега правилата:

-избирате си група или изпълнител.аз избрах placebo.

-отговаряте на въпросите само и единствено с имена на песни от групата или изпълнителя.

-тагвате още шест човека и ги уведомявате за това.

и така...

question one: are you male or female?
-slackerbitch

question two: describe yourself?
-teenage angst

question three: what do people feel when they are around you?
-scared of girls

question four: how would you describe your previous relationship?
-allergic

question five: describe your current relationship?
-days before you come

question six: where would you like to be now?
-in the cold light of the morning

question seven: how do you feel about love?
-blind

question eight: what’s your life like?
-english summer rain

question nine: what would you ask for if you only had one wish?
-come home

question ten: say something wise.
-ask for answers

аз тагвам:

:iconlateautumn: :iconerinche: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconlolacraven: :iconlyloster:

i n s p i r a t i o n

The fork by nnoik jennie 4 by suo-me
:thumb93774131: presence.. by frida-vl
red lights by idiot-drug-hive Perfect day by modjojojo
:thumb93574554: Rimini ::2 by MisterKey
:thumb94105301: :thumb94406103:

m i n e

catcher by firemisha from.your.lips.she.drew by firemisha
joker by firemisha red.light by firemisha
purity by firemisha i.wanna.be.evil by firemisha

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :icondemonicxxgirl: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconprokliatieto: :icondani4ka: :iconlolacraven:

  • Listening to: Mr.Vegas & Jovi Rockwell - You're Gonna Need M
  • Eating: Peaches
  • Drinking: Coke

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Journal Entry: Tue Aug 12, 2008, 1:04 PM
нямам какво да кажа.

просто исках нещо ново, различен журнал, други снимки.

това е.

i n s p i r a t i o n

grapefruit by P0RG Madlen by anacoluthon
:thumb86790482: Head by Arxios
:thumb89079135: :thumb93791732:

m i n e

keep.quiet by firemisha sad.but.true by firemisha
i.wanna.be.evil by firemisha midnight by firemisha
:thumb92670363: :thumb91667413:

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :icondemonicxxgirl: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconprokliatieto: :icondani4ka: :iconlolacraven:

  • Listening to: Incubus - Drive
  • Watching: Las Vegas
  • Eating: Sandwiches
  • Drinking: Sprite

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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2008, 2:01 AM
металика...днес.

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i n s p i r a t i o n

FROZEN by isabellatid s u n r i s e by nilgunkara
warm together by prismes :thumb92546699:
:thumb52089215: :thumb78763038:
Rainy day by LalA-vi-Doll perfect blue by beyondtheskies

m i n e

:thumb92670363: not.forgotten by firemisha
:thumb91667413: jeanne by firemisha
avril by firemisha :thumb88073915:

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :icondemonicxxgirl: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconprokliatieto: :icondani4ka: :iconlolacraven:

  • Listening to: Metallica - Fade To Black
  • Watching: Scrubs

20.000

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 13, 2008, 3:35 AM
благодаря.

и аз направих 20.000...след 2 години висене тук, та и отгоре. : )

благодаря на всички, за което.ако не бяхте вие...знаете си.не ме бива в писането, незнам какво да кажа.

ще изкажа обаче малко специални благодарности. : ) на хората, които тотално ме зарибиха по цялото нещо с фотографията и продължават.

на кат и на зу, от тях разбрах за това местенце тук.те наистина бяха първите хора, които с своите снимки ме запалиха много.

на алекса, без която снимане нямаше да има, защото човек винаги трябва да има партньор в престъплението.

на ерин, която винаги ми казва едни много мили неща : ) тях ще ги спестя сега, за да не се фукам много. : )

на ани, с която винаги се чудим коя снимка да качим. : )

на хрис, която всеки ден ме изумява със снимките си.

и тук ще изброявам много...най-вече благодаря на верните си модели : ) ерин, сами, сашо, алекса, кети, неди, хари, михаела, марина, ади, джейн, симона, ирина, маги, мина, криси, хари 2, стефо, хриси, деси, моника и разбира се марс.

и пак...благодаря.

i n s p i r a t i o n

Mature Content

Patrycja No. 6 by franekchrzonszcz
Crimewave by yello-w
:thumb89321875: :thumb90210358:
:thumb89542607: :thumb89395688:
lovestain by koksuel menta by vesquto :thumb47557607:

m i n e

avril by firemisha little.boy.blue by firemisha
gone.with.the.wind by firemisha pinko by firemisha
scent.of.summer by firemisha eskimo by firemisha

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :icondemonicxxgirl: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconprokliatieto: :icondani4ka: :iconlolacraven:

  • Listening to: Element Eighty - Scars
  • Watching: Scrubs
  • Eating: Chocolate

bang bang

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2008, 3:54 AM
една дума...dispatch

определено най-свежото нещо, което ми се беше случвало напоследък. : )

аз, аз нямам думи.няма и как да ви го опиша...нали знаете, око да види, ръка да пипне...ухо да чуе. : )

песните са невероятно релаксиращи, внасят едно такова спокойствие и лятна свежест...чиста красота.може сега да не ме разберете, но след като ги чуете...няма как просто.

и за да ви улесня, ще ви кажа някои от любимите ми песни на dispatch.

bang bang
the general
two coins
out loud
whirlwind

благодаря този път на сами..за това че ме светна за тази невероятна група. : ) и задължително да ги чуете.наистина.

i n s p i r a t i o n

:thumb87478123: A by NoirFeu
:thumb57934825:
:thumb86670140: :thumb53669152:

m i n e

catcher by firemisha :thumb86029145:
the.sound.of.blue by firemisha call.of.the.wild by firemisha
smile.bigger by firemisha closer.to.you by firemisha

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconprokliatieto: :icondani4ka:

  • Listening to: Dispatch - The General
  • Reading: Die Ilse Ist Weg

something new

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2008, 7:17 AM
събскрипшън, нали така?

е да, и аз си купиш нещото, което незнам как е на български...платена регистрация може би.

весело е, има разни нови неща.най-полезно намирам онова с уотч-а...виждам снимките без да ги отварям отделно.

предполагам, че и журнала...ето това тук е първият ми.аматьорски, знам.но на мен си ми харесва.

благодаря на мама и на следващите хора, които са ей там по-надолу, в приятели.

i n s p i r a t i o n

:thumb82501808: Insomnia by KVirtanen
flingo by chuckhead Morning by dreamivi
Silence the Voices by NuclearSeasons echoes by beyondtheskies

m i n e

smile.bigger by firemisha wear cape.fly by firemisha
:thumb86029145: while.it.gently.weeps by firemisha
the.sound.of.blue by firemisha big.city.girl by firemisha

f r i e n d s

:iconlateautumn: :iconwonderingster: :iconerinche: :iconwhitefrostworm: :iconkastelov: :iconrainlilac: :iconlyloster: :iconelnahir: :iconnon-zombie: :iconkoksuel: :iconsmallstranger: :iconchocolate-puma: :iconwarmsensation: :iconfadingobscurity: :iconmeanderingthoughts: :iconrancidvess: :iconbeyondtheskies: :icondreamivi: :iconbrizeida: :iconpestilencia: :iconatinka: :iconviko91: :iconbehind-the-innocence: :icondani4ka:

  • Listening to: Green Day - Holiday
  • Reading: Die Ilse Ist Weg
  • Drinking: Fanta
  • Listening to: VAST - Desert Garden
  • Watching: Donnie Darko
  • Eating: Olives
  • Drinking: Coke
Today I went for a walk all alone.I just wanted to go outside for a little while.So I got dressed and I put on my headphones.While walking, I was listening to VAST - Desert Garden.I was listening the lyrics, I was really trying to hear it, to feel it I mean.And I was looking all around me, I was seeing things that were perfect for the lyrics, like they were a match.But these things were so awfully sad.They made the song even more sorrowful for me.I don't really wanna describe the things I saw.We see these things every day, but we don't notice them.We try to avoid them because of their sadness, at least some of us do.Others really can't see them, they are absorbed in their own lives and they just don't dive a damn about anything.Don't give a damn about the poor people, the struggling ones, because they don't have these problems right now.The rich people don't care for the poor, and cannot imagine what it is to be in their position.They just pass them by and think to themselves "I'm so sick of these homeless guys goddamn it"...I saw a homeless man today, at least I think he was homeless.He was trying to drag a big piece of wood and something else, I don't know what.I could tell that he was having a hard time.It was cold and wet outside, but he was doing it anyway.He probably doesn't have a home, or a place to stay.And right then, I car drove near him.It was an expensive and luxurious car.And the person who was driving it didn't even see the homeless man, didn't see how he was struggling with life.And at that moment I was listening to the song, exactly the "...the sky is big and my life is small..." part.And it made me think about this man and how it perfectly fits him.And then I started crying...I am so lame, I know.But it was so sad.I wish I could help everybody who needs help.It's so sad...

VAST - Desert Garden

Do you feel like I do
Tired of everything?
Can you feel what I can
Almost everything?

I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a perfect garden

The stars are far away
I can see them with my eyes
I watch then burn away
Like the moments of my life

I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a desert garden

Strange how the houses look
Exactly all the same
And you're just a slave like me
At least I know it's true
  • Listening to: dream theater - as i am
  • Reading: dante alighieri - inferno
  • Watching: tv
  • Eating: olives
  • Drinking: coke
hi :) so...school started today and i'm really excited about it.i can't complain about my summer...it was great...but in the end of the vacation, i really wanted to go back to school.i missed all my friends and classmates.so finally the day came :) it was a good day...of course my classmates pissed me off a couple of times :D but nevermind.i wish this school year is like the last one...full of happiness and fun for all of us :) that's it for now

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...you'll remember me when the west wind moves, upon the fields of barley...you'll forget the sun in his jealous sky, as we walk in fields of gold...

...so she took her love for to gaze awhile, upon the fields of barley...in his arms she fell as her hair came down, among the fields of gold...

...will you stay with me, will you be my love, among the fields of barley...we'll forget the sun in his jealous sky, as we lie in fields of gold...

:thumb57112760: Creve le ciel by eulalievarenne :thumb57919506: :thumb58068717: :thumb57994815: :thumb57768745: :thumb57623988: :thumb57814985: My legs ... by Oscarmeyer It's all green by ennil re-offender by SmallStranGer dreamivi by beyondtheskies mind cataclysm by beyondtheskies Hay and Grass by SebastienTabuteaud Lets pretend It's Summer by SebastienTabuteaud Last Breath by larafairie Paint The Sky by larafairie :thumb42385850: The Red Umbrella by larafairie :thumb55189161: on saturn-days by TroubleNight The Battle for Gold by DimensionSeven Wannabe... by lejaaaaaaaa I Summon You. by Wohooo3 where am i. by Wohooo3 the plan by HMsa :thumb63975066: the first kiss by leksandsfreak :thumb57855032: :thumb61777172: :thumb64073052: summertime bliss by jump-4-joy :thumb62614976: :thumb29925313: :thumb56759738: Spirit by larafairie :thumb63499957: She couldn't spread her wings by encefalocardia revival with roses . . . I by mehmeturgut Fields of Gold by asianrabbit Fields of Gold by NadavDov :thumb57296898: :thumb8811621: Fields of gold by Myque Fields of Gold by saphirestaub Fields of gold by Jahamara :thumb21901592: In a Field of Fun by LouiseVogon :thumb61505028: I want you to know who I am by malibu-steise in a ball of yarn by whereismouse have patience by Catastrophobia Happiness by sakiryildirim imagine by TOYIB hidden? by glazar Feelin' Retro by whisperingthoughts :thumb58088759: Forever by Andross01 dustt by SmallStranGer :thumb62525521: :thumb59560244: :thumb61516699: Comin' Thro the Rye by CANNIBAL707 :thumb55434845: .- by katarzynna Xayallar by aydan-kerimli :thumb40207697: :thumb57135534: The Red by Marinshe woman, we haven't met yet by Kan-n
  • Listening to: sixpence none the richer - kiss me
  • Reading: dante alighieri - inferno
  • Watching: detroit rock city
  • Playing: with my cat
  • Eating: pizza and olives
  • Drinking: juice
so...I reached 4000 page views :) this is a real big deal for me...I'm really happy that some people care about my "art" and that they even encourage me.thank you so much guys :hug: I want to thank everybody in person...but, well...I think I can do this from here...so thank you :blowkiss: I love you.



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  • Listening to: Citizen Cope - Back Together
  • Eating: Olives :D
  • Drinking: Water
I got tagged by :icondani4ka:
The Rules of this Tagging Game

The 1st player of this “game” starts with the topic “6 weird habits/facts/dislikes about yourself”
and people who get tagged must write in their journals about their 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes as well as state this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list to their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says “you're tagged” in their deviant page comments and tell them to read yours.

1.I love olives more than anything...I can eat kilograms of olives just in one day...

2.I also love coco-nuts :P

3.I always yawn when I sing

4.I cry when I feel or see something that makes me happy

5.I always move my toes when I am asleep

6.I draw hearts all the time. :heart:


I'll tag :iconlateautumn: :iconkastelov: :iconnon-zombie: :iconwonderingster: :iconpestilencia: :iconrainlilac:

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  • Listening to: Elliott Smith - Good To Go
  • Reading: Alexandre Dumas - The Count Of Monte Cristo
  • Drinking: Coca - Cola
Oh wow...I found my new favourite singer...Elliott Smith...I had read many things about him, and how good he was...but I hadn't listened to his music...until now.It's so perfect and calm...everything, the lyrics, the guitar...When I find the time to draw, I like listening to calm and tender music, because it makes me relax and I can draw better...And here it is, the perfect music for this...

Please listen to his songs "Good To Go" and "Between The Bars".I'm sure everyone will love them...I'm really sorry that every time in my journals I beg you to listen to some songs, but these aren't just songs...they are beauty and inspiration... :heart: :heart: :heart:

And how about you?Do you know some songs, songs that you love and that can make you relax and forget about everything?Please, share them with me... :thanks:

Elliott Smith - Between The Bars

Drink up baby, stay up all night
With the things you could do
You won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Drink up with me now
And forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head

The people you've been before
That you don't want around around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot

The people you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still
  • Listening to: Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over
  • Watching: "Arrested Development" in a minute
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Water
I'm feeling kind of sad right now and I've been listening to Jeff Buckley all day...especially his song "Lover, You Should've Come Over".I decided to share the lyrics with you...this is such an amazing song, and the lyrics are so unique, maybe the most beautiful I have ever read...I just like the song a lot...please read.And it will be even better, if you hear the song.You won't be disappointed.Thank you.

Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over

Looking out the door
I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations
As their shoes fill up with water

Maybe I'm too young
To keep good love from going wrong
But tonight, you're on my mind so
You never know

Broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
Child, you know how much I need it.
Too young to hold on
And too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away,
When he feels like he should be having his fun
Much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no-one...

So I'll wait for you... And I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return?
Oh, will I ever learn?
Oh, Lover, you should've come over
Cause it's not too late.

Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one
Who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep
That won't ever come
It's never over,
My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over,
all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her...
It's never over,
All my blood for the sweetness of her laughter...
It's never over,
She's a tear that hangs inside my soul forever...

But maybe I'm just too young to keep good love
From going wrong
Oh... lover you should've come over...

Yes, and I feel too young to hold on
I'm much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind
To see the damage I've done
Sweet lover, you should've come over
Oh, love, well I'll wait for you
Lover, you should've come over
'Cause it's not too late.
  • Listening to: Pierrot the Clown again...
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coffee
I.am.speechless.I can't believe it...I saw Placebo...I saw Brian, and Stefan, and Steve...It was absolutely great.I was waiting for this moment for so long...Every song was amazing.The crowd was in a delirium...I don't know what to say right know...I still can't believe that it happened...

P.S. You can see some of the pics, that I took in my gallery...I know the quality is poor...sorry about that...
  • Listening to: Placebo - Pierrot the Clown
  • Reading: Erich Kästner - Das doppelte Lottchen
  • Eating: Salat
  • Drinking: Coffee
Today was one of my worst days ever...everything was going wrong.All day I felt like...whatever.Everything good that happened, later turned into series of misfortunes...But, thank God, now everything is alright.All turned out very well.Things are in their right places now...I know that I shouldn't complain about such stupid things, I mean nothing really bad happened, but I felt kind of lost today...I don't like writing about how life sucks anymore...sorry about that, but I felt like writing something...

Aside from this, there is an upcoming Placebo concert that I'm attending...and I'm so happy about it...I can't wait :) See, that was good news...
  • Listening to: Jeff Buckley - So Real
  • Reading: Jeff Buckley's lyrics
  • Eating: Cake
  • Drinking: Coffee
1000...thanks guys, for these page views...I know I don't deserve them, because most of my "art" is not actually art...But thanks to you, now I am really happy because of this.Everybody who saw my photos, and who watches me...thanks :)

P.S. Wow...I really love Jeff Buckley...If there is someone here, who has not listened to his music...you have missed a lot.Jeff is not just any singer, he is the singer.His voice is not from this planet, it's so amazing and beautiful...so I my advice is...just listen...
  • Listening to: Audioslave - I Am The Highway
  • Drinking: Coca - Cola
I deleted my old journals.I thought it was a time for a new start.So...there have been some changes in my life.I feel different now and happier than ever.Finally I figured out that there is no point in crying and thinking that life sucks...So it's a new time for me now.A happy time :) There is a reason for all of this but I'll keep it to myself.Another reason for my happiness are my friends.I just wanted to say that I really love them :) They know who they are.I just wanna say thanks for being there when I was such a baby that was always complaining.It's not that I'm not complaning now either...but still...so that's it for now :) Thanks for reading